I think my account’s been hacked or something. :/

my mother sat across from me and whispered with tears in her eyes

“I could never give you everything you deserved, but I sure as hell tried.”

and it doesn’t really matter that she’s given me everything

because through all her guilt and sorrow she could never see

that she’s my biggest inspiration

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Actually, the reason I stay up so late messing around on the internet, is because I can’t stand going to bed and being alone with my own thoughts.

iamjustagraphicdesigner asked: I hate it when Kala judges everyone for judging everyone.

Thanks, but that was actually my point. I dislike when people make passive aggressive statements about people judging other people.

I get really annoyed whenever I see posts or comments from people complaining about people judging other people.

That’s just judging everyone.

Is it innapropriate to scream WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! YES GODDAMNIT YES!!! in the dorms at 11 at night?

Yes?

I’ll just scream it silently in my head then.

And also here.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

woo! :)

During election time I am too superstitious and anxious to comment on what’s happening. So I always sit quietly at home and watch everyone else’s excitement through my dimly lit computer screen, breathing ever so softly with eyes as wide as saucers.

Like a stalker.

my tears are not an eternal stream

of one continuous sorrow

each one has a name

and a single

solitary

reason to fall

that doesn’t make them less important

no

on the contrary

it’s because I have so many concerns

that there are so many tears

all of which

matter

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my heart is a pendulum

heavy

and slowly beating against the inside of my chest at a slow

steady rhythm

hanging by thin

flexible string

which at any moment

threatens to snap

and sink to the floor

with a dull and resounding

thud

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Dear Kala,

Do not read other people’s responses to the readings about racial identity.

It will only make you want to punch them in the face.

Instead, sit in your room quietly with tea and snacks, and watch the new Merlin.

Okay?

Okay.

Good.